going to have a horrible ass time trying to fall asleep since i became reaally sick, but at least i’m next to JT :) merry christmas!
I CANNOT give away this fuck.
man, can’t let that shit phase me. but if i fucking could…. fuck. oh hell no. i can’t even make sense right now.
it’s been a long day and i’m really tired but i felt like blogging anyway. soo… currently laying next to mr. madriaga here while he sleeps! he caught a cold just before he got back so he’s sleeping it off. :/ anyways, i fell asleep earlier and when i woke up i was still in disbelief. even riding shotgun all day today i felt mesmerized. he IS really here, and he IS really...
old relevant convo...
me: omg it's like i have a dying whale in my stomach!
jt: if there was a whale in there you wouldn't be hungry.
so true though.
all i keep thinking is “if i sleep now i can get THIS many hours of sleep!” but i still can’t sleep. ain’t even triiiippin anymore though…. i am past the point of no return since it’s like 3am. lol
Anonymous asked: how long is jt staying?
marianfreshfresh: hardcore parkour, ftw. LOL
And so it begins...
jt is going to sleep now and i’ll be waking him up at 11pm pst » 2am est weeeeee! i DOUBT i’ll get much sleep tonight… and i can’t even fathom how shitty i will feel tomorrow morning, but i don’t care! :D :D :D now i need to do my laundry.
Back in the days when I was young, I'm not a kid...
How I imagine my first day of work
me: what did one ocean say to the other ocean
me: nothing they just waved
me: do you sea what i did there
me: i'm shore you did
me: don't be a beach
I JUST NEED TO GET THROUGH TOMORROW!
it’s been 4 months without you (almost 9 months in total since you’ve actually left) and now i just need to get through tomorrow. i really can’t express my feelings about this enough. <3