July 2010
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June 2010
Back to red
nails whooop.
finally got my calendar! whooop!
anyways… i just got to thinking (because late nights get me thinking…), there are some people who i just want to straight up punch in the face or just smash their head against a wall.
wait!
i know that sounds harsh.
but, fuck it! that’s the truth.
however, i am a civilized young woman who knows that people do not just go out of...
Oh oh oh.
i hope i don’t stay up until 5am again… soooo before i forget, here’s my to-do list tomorrow:
help kathleen with invitations
laundry
cash grad check
grocery shopping hopefully
color/draw or something
i wish i had money to buy some books.
so today i pretty much slept all day. with the exception of getting up to pee and eat, hardly. and then i also watched how i met your...
Late Night Blog
so i took this picture at cal state fullerton’s arboretum for one of my IB Bio assignments. (sorry we couldn’t use any of my pictures because of technical issues, guys. ): ) iono, peculiar looking plant+decent camera+up close shot? prolly a sure way to take a nice picture. hahaha. sorry if the dimensions are off; it’s late, hot, and i don’t care.
anyways, i reallly want...
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Man vs. Wild feat. Will Ferrell
i’m watching it because i starting painting my nails and i need something to do while waiting for them to dry!
today…
jt biked 32 miles to my house. i know i mention this a lot, but i LOVE this guy! haha. i mean, really… carson to walnut on a bike? baby… don’t do that again please, even tho you saw llamas and cows and a lake, got a great exercise, etc. JEEZ haha....
Quickie
just felt like i had to post this before i forget or something.
recently i’ve seen my parents talk and laugh with each other the most than i have ever in …EVER.
kind of unusual to me, but i like it!
Sand Castles and Shrimp
today i went to hermosa beach with jt! but i couldn’t bring my camera because i forgot to charge it damn it -_- but i brought it for dinner and then i forgot to take more pictures. lol so the ones i have are ugly. oh well!
at the beach we tried to make a huge sand castle, and ALMOST SUCCEEDED! it was like up to my knees, er like almost there and like wider than my hips hahaha. but then the...
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Happy Father's Day
to all the daddies out there, mhmm!
i didn’t really do much today, actually. my mom was on call for the hospital, my dad isn’t feeling well, ant was in vegas, david came over for like 30min, i slept a lot and watched some tv. it was pretty unusual for one of these occasions, but it’s okay! i s’pose.
anywhoooooo… the second week of my first school-less summer begins...
Cactus Cooler
no, i’m not watching THE game, i knowww. this is like the first year i didn’t watch it, but eh… just not feelin it.
today i:
lazed around (i.e. watched tv, sang, ‘surfed the net’)
cleaned my room
put stuff on my walls (but i’m not done yet)
printed out new pictures
threw away stuff
hardly ate. which is interesting because i’m starting to not eat so...
“I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable,...”
– Agatha Christie (via quote-book)
My favorite types of hugs
ileandeezy:
playdirty:
dirrtystud:rycas:
Tight hugs: The ones where they just hug you super tight for a long time with no words.
Unexpected hugs: The ones where you’re just doing your own thing and they come from behind and hug you unexpectedly.
Lift up hugs: The ones where you run up to them, and they have their arms all wide, and you just run up and you lift up your legs and they...
Six Months
of greatness, i sweaaar :)
so yesterday to celebrate our half a yeeear, jt and i went to knotts! pretty much on a whim since it’s cheaper after 4. it’s not disneyland, but hey, it’s still fun! we also had denny’s prior and FINALLY boiling crab for dinner!
thank you so much babe. ahhh. yeah, i love you! we don’t really do this kind of stuff, and we really don’t...
iNeed
to post more pictures! but it’s ironic because whenever i haul a camera around i don’t take any pictures. -_- what is wrong with me? haha. oh well, i could always start it up again.
impromptu date with jt yesterday, how CUTE! thank you for visiting babe. :)
Sigh
and as enlightened as i have feel all night, i always come back to this feeling the moment i plop back down on my bed.
i’m too insecure about things, i need reassurance.
Blog #2 of the Night
so let me break down the evening.
got picked up by kathleen, got my fix of chocolate, and met up with laurene
headed to the party, but it was still being set up
went to rainier’s and saw joey, benji, czarina. REAL TALK goin’ on! shiiit.
headed back to the party….. then bounced after like 5 min. hah…
went to in n out with kathleen and rainier!
thank you rainier for...
Waiting.
i’ve been pretty much moping the whole day… until about an hour ago. why?
i feel so useless sometimes, most of the time, but i try to be as much help as i can…
i feel like i’ve become boring. simple things satisfy me, but i’m afraid that it’s not enough for whoever else is around me.
unfortunately, but not surprisingly, things did not go according to plan...
Tomorrow
i will become official nogales high school alumni. ahhhh! right now i feel like i should have 2 more months of school, but nahhh this is finally happening.
To whoever doubted me, thought wrongly of me, who said stuff but don’t KNOW me, questioned any of my actions or abilities…
I fucking made it, so suck a dick.
yeeeee.
i’ve been waiting a while to say something like that.
...
11:33pm
i’ve decided to wait until 12 to wish jt a happy birthday.
on top of that i started thinking again about what to do after graduation. i guess you can say that i’m finally starting to become a little excited, but i haven’t really thought much about it. i kind of just want to let things ride for a bit. speaking of ride, fuhhh oh high school you have been one hell of a ride -_-....
Ahhhhhh
waiting for thursday to come along, practice tomorrow.
i don’t know…!
No Diggity
every time i bring some good news to the table, it’s just not good enough. that’s all. maybe that’s why i start not to care so much about myself anymore.
wellp, saw our video in humanities today, it was really good! haha except you know, i just never like seeing myself, but it’s all good. great job everyone :D
oh and i saw waffles! fuhh how long has it been man? have a...
