February 2010
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Long Days, Short Nights
juuuust gonna list what i did this weekend because, just because.
FRIDAY
i can’t remember friday for some reason. i think i just slept after i got home from school. yup, i think so.
SATURDAY
DISNEYLAND! pretty much! it was great because the park wasn’t very packed at all the whole day. got to ride everything worth riding twice :) ate my fill of clam chowder, turkey leg, frozen...
January 2010
Yum
today i:
went to school and got my schedule changed again! good change, fresh start.
picked up by jt! went to eat some yack in the yox.
rite aid ice cream, mmm mint n chip!
headed to walnut library to do hw, but the internet was gay and i was sleepy o we headed to creekside to sesh.
sesh for an hour or so, practicing my choir final and whatnot.
back to the library to do hw! library closes,...
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What it comes down to
I just need to make it to the finish line. I just need to make it there.
I kind of need help, but I don’t know what to ask for. Is it too late to ask?
Anyways… I’m just going to keep myself busy today.
Just Because.
i just felt like posting something.
yesterday was a really great friday.
today, i feel weird! the sun is shining tho, thank god. :) as much as i wanna go out and do something, i want to… curl up in a ball and lay in bed.
you know a song is stuck in your head if it’s been there all day and stays with you in your dream.
i disliked my dream btw :| it’s like i knew i was dreaming...
Survey!
1. YOUR REAL NAME:
Monica Espique
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (the first three letters + izzle)
…. Monizzle
fo shizzle
3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (your favorite color and animal)
gray giraffe
wtf :|
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and street you live on/or neighborhood if it’s a number)
i don’t have a middle name. D: 5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your...
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Yee
Me: Baby, you got a shovel cuz I'm diggin' that ass!
JT: Are you religious?
Me: What, why?
JT: Cuz you're the answer to my prayers!
JT: You got a mirror in your pocket? Cuz I can see me in yo pants!
JT: Are you a parking ticket? Cuz you got fiiiiiine written all over you!
THE CUTEST MOTHAFUCKA. saw a heartbreaker like this at brea mall last time. aw jeeeeezus. D: my favorite dog of all tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiime.
Rabble
today was a good day! i felt accomplished for once, that doesn’t happen often and i hope it continues.
I WOKE UP ON TIME TODAY and didn’t fall back asleep after! thanks JT, thank goodness for you because you try to wake me up every single school day at 6am even if you start school at like 9 or 10 sometimes. i’m very surprised that you haven’t given up on me in the morning,...
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Hmmmm
Hahaha I remember being at this show too! Liiiike mooore to the left, somewhere in the front. That is how it always was.
I’m pretty sure that I’d miss a band if I could sing along to every one of their songs.
Thanks for 11610, JayTeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I used to like the rain.
I forgot that I took this picture a few years back on the way to vegas.
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The gloomy weather never used to phase me, ugh. :|
I’ve been craving grapes...
Words
I think I’m being mistaken. But do, say, think what you must! I guess. I’m not really in any position to tell anyone what to do or what have you. I’m not THAT stupid tho. Thanks.
More nauseous
For the people that I miss that are unintentionally being excluded from my life:
I will come back when I’m ready and when I’m better, but right now I don’t know that I deserve much of anything.
I will!
Because there’s so much that I miss, believe meeee.
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everyone is entitled to their own struggle.
everyone is entitled to fixing their lives their own way.
everyone is entitled to living.
Brain Vomit
i can’t help that the situation is bothering me. i know i’m doing the right thing, but it’s just my nature to want to do more. although, i have to admit: i’m sick of being the open-minded, kinder, understanding, and more easy-going one. i’m the type of person to lend that helping hand because i like to see the happiness of others. this time, however, i had the...
I don't know if I'm just being extra hormonal or...
i’ve never felt so much truth in words before. it’s really reassuring and comforting. it’s nice. it’s genuine.
I don't know why if I'm just being extra hormonal...
i’ve never felt so much truth in words before. it’s really reassuring and comforting. it’s nice. it’s genuine.
Day Three
Good morning! I guess, it’s alright with a back ache and extra runny/congested nose. Today feels like the day to get up and do something! But I’m not really sure that I should. haha. Oh well, things will fall into place.
Time to find food! I wish I had a crepe right now… and some MEEEEAAAT!
Sick of being sick.
taking my medicine was like taking a shot, but smaller, viscous, and not as good. haha
anyways, i hate that i’m missing school, but at the same time fuh i would not be able to concentrate on anything at all. i’m always playing catch up.
alright, i’munna go drink a lot of water and knock out so i can get well sooner than laaters.
yee and jt got his car back! but he still...
I absolutely love you; from your head right down to your toes and even your flaws.
Sickness
my sickness got worse yesterday evening and carried over to fuck my day over today! wrecked throat, stuffy/runny nose, headaches, nausea, whaaaatever!
tomorrow is the VIP audtion, i’m actually nervous. i hope i’ll be able to sing because today i pretty much sounded like a frog alll day. it’s weird that i’m nervous about this, but i guess i just never realized how bad i...
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Doomsday in One
awwww yeeeeeee.
I'm soooooooo awake.
“I’m sorry I didn’t take you to Disneyland last year. But you already know, I got you. I got you this year, and the next year, and the next year, and the next year, until they kick us out.”
I love you, so much.
Finally
something something something COMPLETE.
iluhhvoo baby.
i’m tireds.
PAYCE!
i hate...
cirjeffrey:
things you tend to do
things i cant help but think about
not being able to help
how i refuse to alter myself
i cant see you as much as i want to
how people gossip
HOW THINGS NEVER CHANGE
i miss you best friend.